IT'S A CURTAIN CALL, COME ONE COME ALL

MOBILE FUZZWUZZ:
Just another day in school when
I'm bored and there's nothing to do...







Chewy's hands are sayin'... "WHAT THE FUCK?"

Let me take you round, round, around





Hehehehe



One morning @ Macdees with bfL


AND IT'S PACMAN THIS TIME!! HAHAHA!!


When dinns @ Popeye's became supps @ 126


HIS 1st EVAR ATTEMPT @ CHICKEN FEET

The best part? I didn't force him to order that dish. HAHAHA!!!

Collagen. Badass.



I-D THIS BLACK MASS



His grumpy black cat. Finally met her after 4 years -_-
LOVES! :D


So... bfL and I have many hilarious conversations everyday. We just had one discussing on whether we should play LAN with the boys later. I said I didn't wanna play because I'm not feeling alert today...

bfL:
LOL
later keep dying
feel even more sian

Me:
damn sian one
HAHAHAHA
sekali i :@
HAHAHAHAHAHA

bfL:
HAHAHHAHA
OMG

Me:
spoil their keyboard

bfL:
U WILL MEH

Me:
HAHAHAHA
WON'T LAH HAHAHA

bfL:
SO SCARY LOL

Me:
HAHAHAHA WTH
WON'T LA HAHA
but i will sian
then i won't eat for 3 weeks
not even voortman
HAHAHA

bfL:
HUH
WTF
PLAY 1 GAME DONT EAT FOR 3 WEEKS
omg next time dont ask u play game liao
lol

Me:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARE YOU TAKING ME FO REAL

bfL:
HAHAHA
yeah for a min i did
LOL

Me:
hahaha HAHAHA WHAT
ARE YOU SERIOUS
AHHAHA WTH MAN
HAHAHA
i shoulda typed in 3 months
HAHAHAHAHAHA

bfL:
HAHA
like u lose a game and u feel damn dulan u slam the keyboard and ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH storm out of the lan shop and kick any car that u see in sight and shout "IM NOT PLAYING DOTA ANYMORE AND IM NOT GONNA EAT FOR 3 F-ING WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Me:
HAHAHAHAHAHA OH MY GOD
NO HAHAHAHA WTF
I WON'T LEH
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA OH MY GOD I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU JUST PIECED ALL OF THAT TOGETHER

bfL:
LOLOL



& yep... D's the one from 4 years back.

xoxobisoubisou
Sam

CLOSE TO NATURE? I'LL SAY!

There was an abrupt change of plans last night because Derrick fell ill, so D & I randomly decided to go to... Mt FABER because I haven't been there at night, hahaha!

It was pretty fun getting close to nature LOL!
We then drove around peeking into cars in a really dark carpark... you know what they do in dark and shady carparks in the middle of the night, right? Right. HAHAHA.


I had a crazy craving for HOTCAKES so D suggested going to Macdees at Anson Rd for a change in environment HAHA.

Alas, I didn't bring my camera out again. Sigh.


This was what we did to my last hotcake, heh.


'Twas probably the first time I played with my food and instead of being chided for it, D joined in! The sunrays were his idea :D

I just had to add maple syrup. Love maple syrup, yummers.


Oh, and I didn't know there's a GOPENG STREET? It sounds so ticklish, GOPENG. HAHAHAHA!!
It felt kinda funny just standing in the middle of the CBD when it's so quiet. Skyscrapers seemed even colder and more haunting, cars were spotted sparingly on the roads... but I liked it. Hahaha.

YOSH! An awesome night well-spent. :D

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Okay I don't know how to start replying tags because I just read through all of them and most of them were regarding that incident. I'm really thankful for all those kind words, advices and especially to those poor girls who shared their personal experiences with me.

Many thanks again to those who emailed me as well, and may all of you who have had awful pasts find true happiness REAL SOON! :D

cryss: Haha I'm 44kg, about 1.65m. Thanks, but I don't think I look like her. :)

sj: Thanks for the compliment! :D

loy: Oh haha, I don't know why you'd say I look like her though! Can't see a resemblence haha.

grace: Someone, haha. Tell you next time when I see you!

Hello: Oh gosh I didn't notice what's the name of the restaurant but it's a japanese restaurant beside Dunkin' Donuts. & that's Leo's salad haha.

xj: Haha where got skinny! I've been eating as per normal!

kristine: Hahaha well okay I'll try!

jc: LOL Braille?! Are you the real jc HAHA.

Feliz: Haha why! I think they look really crazy man... actually I don't mind owning them. HAHA.

kifa: FASHION DESIGNER, I'M DISAPPOINTED@U! Okay will tell you on msn hahaha.

derrick: HAHA wtf stupid meatballs movie. Waste $$ and time.

ANGELA: Hahaha funny right! Actually there are more but they're damn stupid, link you on msn next time.

passerby: I got it from Pull&Bear a few months back.

CHUI: Replied you on my board! :D

reader: Haha okay thanks.

Joey: Haha I wish I had flawless skin! I've tried a couple of skincare products these 3 years because my skin started feeling tingly after 2 years of using Clinique's Dramatically Different Moisturizing Gel. I think it's more on understanding your skin type? Although my skin is rather dry and sensitive, I steer clear from rich, cream-based stuff in case I get breakouts. Currently I'm using Shiseido White Lucent Brightening Cleansing Foam, Eucerin Sensitive Skin Balancing Toner and Shiseido The Skincare Night Moisture Recharge Moisturizer. Just be sure that your skin gets really moisturized! I don't use any eye creams or serums.

j: Haha thanks.

sunnyann: HAHAHA wtf! Is the ****, "shit"? HAHA. Trust me baby, I've been piling on the carbo and sugars!

BANANA: HAHA omg babe if I'm 36kg I needa get warded already! I'm like 44 now and I do eat! You're so skinny yourself lah HAHA.

shar: HAHAHA it's so funny how you just called my friend BANANA! I mean yeah obviously, since that's her nick on my board but I couldn't help laughing!

xoxobisoubisou

Sam

WHAT A WEEK, WHAT A WEEK

So my cousin Sang didn't come back empty-handed, heh heh!

THE FASHION BOOK from The Metropolitan Museum of Art, NYC.


I've been wearing this for more than 2 weeks nao... hope it doesn't wear off soon :(

Lunchmunch with Chewy

幼面, yummytumtum.

"It's all about ME!"
Sorry, just had to say that.


I wuz bored


Vivo City with the parents for steamboat @ Jpot.
There are like a total of 7(?) different soup bases for you to choose from and you can mix your own sauces HAHA.

Tom Yum


Laksa

Apparently, their signature broth or something.

Wagyu beef


Craaaab


Kurobuta pork


Sea cucumber, scallops, fish slices


Fried beancurd skin, yum!! Love it.




There was like other vegs and stuff... eat ya greens people!

Ah-ro-maaaaa...




I was having a reaaaaally really bad day in school on Monday, it wasn't even funny.
So I met D after school and he got me eggballs HAHAHAHA!!!
Omg been a long time since I had that.

EGGBALLS!!! v(^-^)v

We had a LIVE beheading ceremony on webcam HEH HEH HEH.

D, "HAHAHAHAHA I BUY YOU EGGBALL TO EAT YOU CAMWHORE WITH IT."

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SO WHY AM I BLOGGING NAO?

As usual, I dragged my ass outta bed at 7:45am this morning, prepared for school and the whole shebang; was gonna leave my place when...
I GOT A CALL FROM CHEWY THAT THERE WILL BE NO LESSONS TODAY WTF.

So I decided to take pictures until the battery went flat HAHAHA.
Well there was only 1 bar left!!

Check out Shiro licking her paw. It's her everyday thing.



I was taking my weight, HAHA.

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Okay I really need to start blogging more frequently. Zomg so much has been happening these few weeks! It's like I suddenly have a social life HAHAHA.
Most of the time I don't bring my camera out... maybe I should start doing so because I've been going to so many random eating places LOL.

• Fish Head Steamboat @ Beach Rd
• Dim Sum @ Geylang
• Congee @ Chinatown
• Mee Sua @ Geylang
• Bak Chor Mee @ Katong
• East Coast Lagoon

Ah omg I know I need to reply tags but I don't know where to start!!! (´・ω・`)
It's okay I'll be back soon anyway HAHA.

HUNGRY! HORFUN TIME!

xoxobisoubisou
Sam

十五15十五

Mobile uploads

@SCHOOL: CREATIVE "R" US. YOSH!

So we have this craft project that involves branches. I was... supervising my groupmates HEHE and spotted this branch. OMG DOESN'T IT LOOK LIKE A TREEMAN??? ﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ

I think I bugged them so much with the "OMG TREEMAN! LOOK!! SO CUTE!" that Cynthia gave in and picked up a pen and paper.

Within 10mins, VOILA! Both of us came up with this masterpiece!

HAHAHAHA! But we had to throw him away in the end cos the locker couldn't fit him.（ ´(ェ)｀）

Met D for some chillz session HAHA.

I tricked him into drinking my Chai Tea Latte HAHAHA!!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

xoxobisoubisou

Sam

WHOT?

Okay so I was in school yesterday surfing style.com and checked out the Louis Vuitton S/S 2010.

My reactions were dramatic. Don't get me wrong, I didn't like it. Or maybe because the shoes were an eyesore. I'd rather wear those crazy Alexander McQueen S/S 2010 hooves even if they'll cost me a deformed foot or slipped disks in my spine.

Oh yeah they're nice shoes. Awesome Alexander McQueen. I paid $4000 for them, half of which went into my medical bills. Hefty.

style.com

Back to Louis Vuitton.

Just 30mins ago, I saw this on JakandJil.com. WHAT THE HELL? It instantly reminded me of Visvim Christo, something that I haven't come to appreciate up till now.

This is the Visvim Christo X Clot. EH DAMN UNCANNY RIGHT WTF?

OK LOL I gotta go shower now. School time :~~(

Okay seriously, what is up with you?! Why the hell did you blog "I know you're dating again"?! Did I even tell you that? Did you SEE me dating someone else? Even if I do date someone else, it's none of your business! You were the one who cheated on me in the first place!

Wtf do you want from me??? Oh my god stop being so bloody annoying.

And seriously, you have FRIENDS seeing me in town? Telling you I'm dating someone else? OHHHH HOW FUNNAY. I'm dating a group of FRIENDS that you already know, and one of them was your secondary school friend! I'm dating a girl as well! We all went dating twice in town, and I went out for a date with my mum just now!

If you wanna lie at least learn how to lie properly. Sheesh.

I'm so annoyed+pissed off right now, I can write an entire dictionary of vulgarities in 10 languages and dialects. Respectively.

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED

Okay so I went out with the boys last night until 4am, David sent me home and my head hit the pillow at 4:45am. I supposedly have school at 9am, see.

As I was falling asleep, I thought to myself "Oh later chui. I'm gonna have such a hard time staying awake in class."

So at 7:50am, my mum woke me up. Omfg I didn't even hear my alarm!? After a second check, ok I set it under "pm" wtf?!
I got up with a throbbing headache, reluctant to go to school but naaaww I have to go.
Showered, came out of the bathroom, 8am.
My phone rang.

Chewy Hp: "Hey babes class is cancelled today... ...make up class tomorrow..."

... ... ...

他妈的...

1.30pm~4.00am//011009

NIKON D60 + CANON EOS 500D

My first time at Ion Orchard. Noob, heh. ヽ(;´ω｀)ノ
We walked around for at least 20mins trying to find a decent place to eat. Sucks to be in a huge mall.

Leo and I had lunchmunch. David's on a diet.
... LOL kidding he already ate at home.



Green Teh.


My Unagi Don


David took many shots of each dish so I expected many shots of Leo's salad but NOOOOO, I only saw this one and it's slanted! Wtf haha!




Yummeh.


On the loose



Lightin' up



Leo's guide to "Picture Perfect 101"

NAHED

HA HA HA.

Blingbling






Derrick got his hair did and met us

Someone must have said something funneh

because this was what happened. HAHA check out his hand!!





I see you


see me.

Out of Ion

LOL escalator shot.


Another... escalator shot.

We went to a total of at 5 eating places that day. Wth!

Han's at FEP.

NOMNOMNOM@Subway FEP. LOL he's gonna kill me for uploading this.


Leo & Angela's photostream HAHAHA.




HAHAHA WTF?!?!?!




Potograper Lee.

AI SEH!

Alvin the Policeman arrived and we made our way to Cineleisure because that bugger wanted to eat and everywhere else was closed. -_-



@NONSENSE RUBBISH XINWANG.

Nope Derrick, that doesn't look appetizing. Because XinWang sucks.







Alvin on the UFO catcher trying to get a YOSHI LOL.

Okay I know I was laughing hysterically. Too funny!

LOL CHECK OUT DAVID'S SULKY FACE?!

So Derrick, David and Alvin got one each for their cars with matching colours LOL.

Kenneth joined us for Surrogates. It's a pretty good movie.

We're dayum good at hanging out around and about.

so find another fool like before
'cause I aint gonna live anymore believing
some of the lies while all of the signs are deceiving

xoxobisoubisou
Sam

XX-XY

"I see when men love women. They give them but a little of their lives. But women when they love give everything."

-Oscar Wilde

I took down 2 entries. Just couldn't stand having such lewd reminders lurking around here.

The day Shannenbestie came by to visit me.


Val, Diana and Perlyn gave me flowers... such angels.

I was so touched that I almost cried but their "EH NONONO DON'T CRY" helped me hold my tears in lol.

Mummy got me some essentials :)


Wow ok this is really good! Super moisturizing!

You just apply it about 15~20mins before you go to bed and somehow the gel will turn into an almost-watery texture? Yeah and you sleep with the mask on! Nope my hair didn't get stuck on my face and it didn't get rubbed off on the pillow. Weird huh. Haha.

It does have a pretty strong fragrance but my sensitive skin responds quite well to it.

Something that I have but never worn them...



In my honest opinion, this is one of the few investment pieces around. It's something you still can wear even when you're 40 years old. What's the point in spending thousands on crazy trend-following shoes when they can only last you for a couple of years?

Pretty huh.

Matte nail polish.

Sucks! The wear only lasted 3 days since I couldn't apply any top coat and the matte look wasn't really that great? I feel so scammed.

（ ´(ェ)｀）


My parents were clearing up their stuff and my Dad gave me this.

An SLR that he got in 1982, during my parents' honeymoon.


Can't wait to prep it and see what kinda shots it's gonna produce!

Well, been really tired lately but decided to just finish up this post.

Need a good sleep. Long day tomorrow in school plus town with the boys. Duty calls.

Slow and steady.

xoxobisoubisou

Sam

Okay... so the world is really full of weirdos.

To the fella who called prank-called Kevin and all, you should really learn how to live your own life and stop being such a stalker. You're also probably the loser who's been tagging all the nonsense on my board.

I know such a sick, attention-seeking simpleton like you must've been so cruelly-mistreated by your master. It's alright, scurry along now! Leave it to us to settle our own issues ya? And really, are you so desperate to get noticed as to impersonate us? It's not pissing us off, you know. You're the perfect case study of a rabid, insecure adolescent.

It's funny how you're trying to get on our nerves when you're just a nobody? Hahaha. Oh c'mon, you've underestimated us already!

I know I shouldn't feel sad or be crying because it's not worth it etc but I just cannot help it.
I just cannot help it!!
I can't focus on my work, watch tv, eat properly without feeling all choked up and ready to cry again!!!
I feel SO BLOODY SAD that it becomes too painful to bear even for 5 minutes, even when my mind is totally BLANK.

HOW CAN YOU BRING YOURSELF TO DO THIS TO ME!? I DIDN'T ASK FOR IT! & YOU TELL ME I'M TORTURING YOU? WHAT THE HELL?

I don't know man. I'm so sick of this whole shit but I can't seem to climb back up again. I know it takes time but I need to do this quick.

I have such a wonderful and supportive family and awesome friends who keep trying their best to hoist me up. I have so many people wanting to see me happy again. I have my own dreams to fulfill. I can't let all these down.


I really wanna thank my family for talking to me and being so understanding. Ann, Usha and Shannen for coming down to find me in spite of staying so far away and my good ole pals+biz partners Leo, David and Derrick. Sheau Wei for being a really good long time friend. JC for being such a joker all the time.
All you readers for emailing me and messaging me on facebook, sharing your own experiences and asking me to buck up.

Hope I'll be okay. Hope I won't break down.

WHY DO WE CRY?

Have you ever noticed the sky turning bright at the beach? Everything looks so so different, it's quite amazing. Probably there's no concrete... nothing to block your view.

They asked me what drew me back to him in spite of all the nonsense in the past.
I said although he's ridiculous beyond measure, he was so nice to me beyond measure as well.
Then again, since he regretted pampering me (too much) and called me a spoilt brat... I don't know if his niceness was real. That's really... I don't know. I was baffled.
To cry is a better expression than to find a word for it.

Was I stupid? Was it love? Should I have just ended things last time? Why the hell did I think that things would get better? What if we had split last time and things could really have gotten better?
Everything was a gamble and I simply lost.

All you people who tagged... I am really, really thankful. I cry everytime I see new tags. There was more that happened and I didn't blog about, but you guys already felt my pain without even knowing me personally; the only person who was closest to me for more than 2 years didn't even bother. It made me feel like, yeah. People do care after all. It was painful and hurting, it shattered me, who was I kidding?

I'm so exhausted. Sleep time.

I hate crying. I hate crying over a jerk who doesn't deserve it, yet I'm crying because I feel like I lost a confidante that's been with me for more than 2 years and I feel so so empty all of a sudden.
I hate crying. I hate crying because I'm both sad and pissed, everything just rolls into one and I can't stop.

I hate crying. I hate crying because of all the wonderful times we had together and how can he do such things still?

I hate crying.

ADULTFRIENDFINDER.COM

When are you ever going to stop?

Fuck it.

I can't fulfill your fantasy sexual needs desires threesomes. I cannot allow you to have "Discreet Relationships", 1-on-1 sex and "Other Alternative Activities" with other women.

Isn't one person enough for you? Apparently not. I wonder how much lewd thoughts are filling your mind everyday even when you're out with me. That really makes me... really... I don't know.

I cannot believe the guy I've been for more than 2yrs is BI-CURIOUS. Wtf so you wanna let some other guy stick his dong up your ass?!

So what if you didn't do those? I wouldn't know anyway and that idea is already there. It's just a matter of time.

I suddenly realised that I really don't know you at all. All American Blitz? Adultfriendfinder? Haru Haru? And you dare to tell me ten over times that I'M ditching YOU??
I really cannot stand it anymore.

I have to protect myself.

"The one regret I have is to pamper you so much"

You really know what to say.

If I didn't care about us I wouldn't even care of your existence

My family didn't humiliate you. I didn't ask them to and they definitely didn't sound that way. I asked you to come up cos you always quarrel with me when no one's looking. My family isn't deaf. They can hear voices. My mum and brother were asking both of us to cool down. I'm sorry if my dad was hot tempered. I'm truly sorry.

But did you check your own attitude in front of them as well? Who are you to say whatever that's to happen IS MY FATHER'S FAULT? WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO SAY THAT?????

Your own mother has interfered before AND I HAVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING ABOUT YOUR MOTHER, NEITHER DID I SAY THAT IT IS HER FAULT!!!


Now I've finally seen your true colours. Why have you changed so much?
It really hurts. It really hurts.

And you don't have to worry. I know my limits. This will be the last entry about you.
Thanks.

Ann, you're right. The D word. You're right.

And Kevin, since we have nothing to do with each other anymore as you have implied clearly just now... I have no reason to hold back.

It felt like you fucking slapped me across the face talking to me like that on the phone when you text me just 30 mins ago, saying if I had anything to say you'd listen. But what did I get? You snapped at me. You freaking... snapped at me when I didn't do anything wrong. It really felt like I got slapped. I really got slapped hard.

Really, if you don't respect me at all there's no reason for me to respect you.

You put me through all that shit, I took it all in for more than 2 years. I took it all in. Quarrels? Nevermind. I took it all in. Never call me back or reply my messages? Nevermind, it's okay. I can shut up. Ignore my calls? Nevermind, fuck that cos you're pissed. Lie to me? I fucking hate that but what can I do if you don't wanna change? Everybody gang up against me in defense of you? FUCK IT, I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG AND MY CONSCIENCE IS FUCKING TRANSPARENT CLEAR. People scold me on your behalf? NEVER MIND, LET THEM SCOLD!!!!!!

YOU UNDESERVING, SELFISH ARGH WHAT THE FUCK

AND YOU DARE TO SAY I'M UNAPPRECIATIVE

Whoever said long relationships are good, I say fuck that.

Can I just die now? Can I just die now?

YOU ARE SUCH A PORNO FREAK. ARE YOU SO BLOODY DESPERATE?!?!

It was on the computer.
Then iphone application.

Just to make things clear, I am fine with porn but I have issues with your lies.

AND NOW? YOU WANNA GO TO FREAKING TANJONG PAGAR TO FIND SOME SMLJ HARU HARU GIRL? SRSLY WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU WTF.
HaruHaru (A Summers Dream) SERIOUSLY!??!?!

AND YOU EVEN FREAKING SIGNED UP FOR THE MEMBERSHIP TO ACCESS THE SITE WHEN WE WERE TALKING OR YOU PROBABLY LIED THAT YOU WERE IN THE SHOWER. FUCK SHIT GOD HELP ME.

http://www.sammyboyforum.com/health-centre-ktv-lounge-tangos/89125-haru-haru-mens-club-87.html WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT THE FUCK?

I CAN SWALLOW EVERYTHING BUT I CANNOT KEEP THIS DOWN. FUCK!!!!!!