洋葱

Chinese songs are so weird. I'm helping my mum download some and there's this song called 洋葱 HAHA!? To be fair, it's quite nice.

Anyway uploaded a super huge load of pictures and I don't even know how to start blogging about them. Goodness...

Hmm, so the guy who loves you tells others that you sleep around? Weaves lies about innocent people? Tells others that he likes other girls and he wanna get all his credit cards and all that back before breaking up with you? Tells me if I find out shit about you he'd buy me anything I want? You know him as a bf but I know him for 3 years, sort of. We have common friends and I heard a lot.

To think I defended you in front of him. Please wake up and see the bad side of your relationship as well. Marriage is not just fun, not just about love. You said you'd marry him for money, you didn't say anything about loving him that time. Don't blame me for thinking otherwise.

Anyhow, I wish you the best. Eh and tell your brother not to smirk since he was such a loser and stalker that time. I haven't forgotten, know. :)

MANGOSTEENS FOR BREAKFAST

Just a few pictures for the fun of it.

Yay Sentosa! Hope I won't get baked later on. Sunblock's my best friend.

xoxobisoubisou

Sam

Okay seriously, blogger is not uploading my pictures!!! Omg annoying.

FRIEND INDEED(?)

Life has a very funny way of leading people on.

I had this really close friend since high school but somehow we drifted apart. It wasn't soon before I realised that I had always been the one maintaining our "friendship" and she had never done anything much on her part.

I wouldn't be the first one she'd turn to or anything but we were indeed, super close. Ha it probably was wishful thinking on my part; she might have just thought of me as a passerby in her life.

Anyhow, she talked to me via MSN last month and it honestly gave me a pleasant shock. So she told me that she just realised I went to Bangkok in March, but she heard it from another mutual friend. She went on saying that she hadn't been updating herself with my matters. Well, it was when I found out she actually has a blog all along and has twitter too.

Wow, what a bummer. And yes, I do know of her blog and am glad she's still leading her awesome, fulfilled life.

Makes me wonder how much do I actually mean to my friends. That is also why I pick my friends very carefully; because of some people who just don't bother.

WHAT ABOUT NOW

Love the aroma of coffee wafting through the house.
Cakes baking in the oven.
Date with Hubs tomorrow.

Online shopping!!!! HAHAHA.

Was watching Living with Michael Jackson, Take Two on youtube. I've watched it before a few years back, that's why I've never believed he's a paedophile. I've never doubted his genuity and love for everyone, especially children.

He never stopped loving children even after being accused for more than a decade of child molestation plus forking out millions of dollars to maintain his Neverland ranch just to see them happy.

I think he'd led a pretty sad life... what's really true is that the greater you prove yourself to be, the more conspiracies the public will churn and they will do all sorts of things just to twist the image the world has of you.

Anyway, I believe this interview really allow people to see how hypocritical the media can be. The apparent popular celebrity interviewer, Martin Bashir displayed concern and was full of praise for MJ but when he aired the clip, he was full of disgust and made negative comments.

Luckily Michael Jackson set up another camera and everyone can see how different Martin Bashir was and the information that the latter provided to the public was inaccurate.



Michael Jackson's collaboration with will.i.am of Black Eyed Peas



Various artistes like Usher, The Game, Chris Brown, P Diddy and more wrote this tribute to MJ within 24 hours.


This is the first time I'm reacting so strongly to a celebrity's death. The world has truly lost a legend.

"You are not alone."

xoxobisoubisou
Sam

HAHAHAHAHA

Hubs is in a dilemma and I suggested flipping a coin, here's what we said


Samantha says:
hahaha i donno eh
up to youuuu
flip a coin

Nivek says:
flip for me?
haha
i dare not face the answer haha

Samantha says:
my tummy pain
dont wanna get out of bed

Nivek says:
oh...okok
hmm....
flip shiro haaha
see she turn which side
haha

Samantha says:
HAHAHA SIAO
she confirm turn belly side up

Nivek says:
hahahaha
no la
as in turn left or right
haha
or can see if she jump from your leg area or your head area
haha
alot of ways

HAHA WHAT?!
And I'm getting damn bad heartburn now. That explains the tummyache. Heh.

Rhino

Actually I wanted to twitter this but it was too long and I don't like to split one tweet into 2.

Since SO MANY people deny having Rhinoplasty(nose jobs) done, why not they freaking prove it by pushing their noses upward into a pig expression!? Some people say it's because of sinus surgery(and hello, you only cut off your sinus not put an implant) or lie about their heritage. What for?!

If I'm born with a perfect nose, I'd totally make funny faces and take 10 thousand pictures!
If I got a nose job, I'd proudly flaunt it since I spent like thousands of dollars just for a nose!

Goodness. The lies people weave. They think everyone else is as stupid as themselves.

CHILLS ME TO THE BONE

Pegs invited us to her family BBQ. Yummay.

Hubs is good at starting fires HAHA.

We were hanging out quite a lot 2 weeks ago. HEH.

Kallang macs with Hubs. Derrick and David joined us after that.

Pegs went over to my place at about 4am and we decided to go look for her parents at Tiong Bahru market + have some awesome breakfast.

We were waiting for a bus at 6-freakin'-am!!! The soy bean milk, chwee kueh and dimsum was worth it though. Hahaha.

I know my jawline looks bumpy haha. It's cos of the light... I guess.

Dental

This is a very different Calvin Klein top. It actually has bell sleeves! Nice. HAHA.

Hubs got me this brand to try and I liked it

so now I have 2 huge tubs in my fridge, plus one more in his fridge. LOL.

My part of our 2nd Anni gift.

I was wearing the bangle so only took a shot of the necklace. Everytime forget to take pictures of our bangles.

Sigh, looking at this makes me sad now cos I definitely cannot eat drumsticks now.

Can you believe I actually had 10 of this?? HAHA.

Sigh...

Baileys came over for a day.

Shiro's expression was hilarious! She was like, "Omg he's such a terror."

Sleeping with baby Dangles.

Nails.

Just a trial. HAHA.

Carnations

Shiro turns 4!! It's written "Happy Woof Day" on the cake HAHA.

My mum likes it when Shiro "smiles" so we were trying all ways and means to make her do it.

HAHAHAHAHA

"MMM... CAKE FOR ME?"

TWITTER! Follow me! My life is interesting! HAHAHAHAHA.

xoxobisoubisou

Sam

I didn't go to Hubs' mum's birthday dinner cos of my stupid teeth... argh.
Fell asleep at home cos of the pain HAHA. I hate braces!!! Hope the super straight teeth will pay off.

Now on the phone with Hubs. Should stop treating blog like twitter. I have so many cravings!! D:

HAHAHA WILL FERRELL ON MAN VS WILD!! HAHAHAHA I love Man VS Wild.

Anyway I've gotten myself a twitter acct. Jump on the twitterwagon... y'know... for fun.
Gonna blog tonight before the pictures become an avalanche.

I'm so bored despite of a packed schedule the past few days. Too much had been going on to the point that I feel so empty when there's nothing to do now.

I woke up at 7pm, had dinner and finished reading an entire book while downing yummy fluid stuff like yoghurt and hot chocolate. My mum's been taking care of me these few days and Hubs did everything to make me feel better.

Hubs is out with his friends and my friends are busy with their families. Oh well.

DENTISTRY

I just had 4 teeth pulled out and I'm gonna fix my braces next week! Exciting. HAHA. The anaesthesia just wore off and I was so desperate to take my painkillers that I practically swallowed my congee whole. Damn sick.



Derrick, Pegs, Hubs and I had a movie marathon on Monday and I finally satiated my craving for steak and mashed potatoes! Beautiful day.

Monsters VS Aliens in 3D

We were laughing throughout the whole show

But I think Pegs and Derrick were the loudest.


My new obsession is the lead actress of Blood: The Last Vampire. I super love her in that show. The ending was crap, but what made me really sad was that I couldn't see her anymore. :(
Ima watch it again and am crossing my fingers for a part II!

Will blog the rest of my busy days when I upload and receive all of the pictures. Hahaha. Shall try to sleep away the pain now. Argh!


xoxobisoubisou
Sam

WHAT A SORE LOSER

You're right JC, she's just so sore.
We're not so low and pretentious, aren't we? :)
Psyched? More like psycho!
DAMN STRAIGHT!
***
2 cards, Cartier LOVE bangles, flowers, baby Dangles, fiction novels. Thanks.

A laugh or 2

So I knew this book, "Can You Keep A Secret" by Sophie Kinsella has been a huge hit but never gotten about to read it. I got it at Kinokuniya today cos I was done with "Remember Me?"; Pegs and I had a conversation that went like this.

Samantha says:
YOU ONLINE?
amazing
lol
i read half of my new book

Pegs says:
wtf lah

Samantha says:
by the same author

Pegs says:
OMG
wad title?

Samantha says:
sooo funny omfg i was like in stitches

Pegs says:
sai
haha

Samantha says:
can you keep a secret

Pegs says:
i can

Samantha says:
no it's the book title
HAHAHA
WTH PEGS

Pegs says:
HAHA
I KNOW

Samantha says:
HAHA
LIKE REAL

So many friends have expressed concern... Pegs rushed down and accompanied me throughout the night, I was talking to some people just to get my mind off of things, my first time to Marina Barrage...

I've been such a hideous wreck these two days. I cry at any little thing and my heart twists any random second. I don't know what I've become and I don't like it at all.
I don't know what's the appropriate answer to "Are you alright?" because I can't possibly reply, "It wouldn't make a difference even if I'm dead cos I'm going through hell now."

Basically I cannot be bothered to make any decisions with my life right now.

So I just went ahead with the idea of getting braces. Me. With braces. In 2 weeks. I don't know what I've actually put myself into.

Heck, I was already walking around town just now with smudged eye makeup with no sleep the entire night. My vision was a complete blur cos I was tearing and had to get eyedrops before I walked straight into a wall.

My parents were so nice as to bring me to Chatterbox Chickenrice(which is good btw. Too bad I didn't bring my camera) at Meritus Mandarin after our dental appointment and walked around with me to get my necessities.

I had wanted to get a liquid foundation from Chanel, thinking that my shade was 20. I went to 3 malls and they told me it was discontinued/sold out.
I was so bloody horrified and gave up searching for it, but thought of calling Pegs while on the way home.
She was like, "IT'S NUMBER 10! NOT 20!! I TOLD YOU IT WAS 10 JUST NOW!"

I woke up at 7pm to find 2 paperbags at my doorstep. A bouquet of Hydrangeas, some creams and my Chanel liquid foundation. Thanks. :)

I've realised that I've been ranting non stop for 2 days.
It's been too overwhelming.

Help.

The moment I posted that up you changed your entry into some sappy romance story and how apologetic you are. Ha.

Cut the crap.

I didn't even say you disgust me.
So if I actually gathered all the hurtful things you said to me and had taken them to heart
shouldn't I be dead and buried underground a long time ago?
Don't use my words against me because I've never done that to you.

Others have said piercing stuff to me(even in front of you) all because of you and I swallowed them all. I always wish you'd at least say something but no, you always pretend that you didn't hear anything/nothing happened. You make me feel like I'm so worthless, like I deserved all of that bullshit.
So if I were to add all those up as well, I'd have become a fossil by now.

Get your facts right before publicising anything on your blog
& if you really meant good for me you wouldn't have yelled at me and dared me to do stupid things just now.

Why are you the one being more emotional than me when I'm the one at hurt all the time? Who is going to understand me? You? No, I have to understand your plight instead.

It hurts, both physically and emotionally.
It has finally taken a toll on me.
It didn't feel that bad until I was thinking of all that happened these 2 years.
Even if I cried, you wouldn't care.
Even if I said I was sad and hurt, you wouldn't care.

All you wanted was for me to listen and understand you, and to give in.
All you ever did was to say, "Ok it's my fault, ok?" and we'll just pretend nothing happened the next day.

Promises made and never held true.
Lies told and never taken back.

Sorry, if it makes you feel better.
I know it must've been tough for you too.

Now I know that I don't matter as much as compared to the past.

NEW MOON

For Twilight fans... hehehe.

THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON trailer in HD